Your emotions are not your own. You feel them because you know that if you were someone else, you would feel them. You pretend because..."I want to make the ones I love happy." But you are incapable of happiness. And incapable of love. How could you know how to make us happy?
I used to think you did know. You wore that mask so well. The mask of a man with passion for life. And my love. When did you deem it alright to take that mask off? When did I give you the cues that it was alright to breathe lies?
You're a sociopath. And I played right into your arms. Now I don't know how...
Your emotions are not your own. You feel them because you know that if you were someone else, you would feel them. You pretend because..."I want to make the ones I love happy." But you are incapable of happiness. And incapable of love. How could you know how to make us happy?
I used to think you did know. You wore that mask so well. The mask of a man with passion for life. And my love. When did you deem it alright to take that mask off? When did I give you the cues that it was alright to breathe lies?
You're a sociopath. And I played right into your arms. Now I don't know how...
Frostbite
Her world was fire; a blazing mixture of laughter, excitement, and parties. An inferno of noise and lights, she spiraled through life as if it could never end. Material things were gobbled up; broken phones, crashed cars, empty bottles. It singed everything she touched, eventually leaving friendships in smoldering ruin, each time someone left, another person came to take their place, feeding the fire in an endless cycle of destruction. Sometimes the fire burned slowly; a grade floating back up to be almost commendable, other times it was a whirlwind of raw emotion and poor decisions.
His world was ice; a frigid mixture of sarcasm
Nothing new up! Gaaaah! It's bullshit, I know. I'm sorry!
I've been busy with work and life and just yeah. I also met someone, so there's that.
He provides lots of inspiration. ;P So I am hoping to be posting my latest writing soon! I've been clacking away like a madwoman. :XD:
Yeah, I know I haven't been on here....at all really. I apologize to those of you who wanted to do collaborations and such. I haven't really been in the writing mood for a long time and there's a lot going on in my personal life. Trying to find my feet. But I've been trying to write more often than I have been. Although it hasn't been erotic stuff... Guess I just haven't felt like writing any of that. Anyway, yes. Sorry, everyone. I hope you're all enjoying your soon-to-be summers!
I will be posting some new things soon, I hope. <3
I would love to do a collaborative piece with someone!
I want to do something romantic, but with an actual back story. :) Lately, I've been pumping out a lot of fantasy stuff which is all well and good but I want a story. A build up, a climax, a release...
You get the idea. :D
If anyone's interested, comment below or send me a note. :heart: